Keeping on, keeping on

We are holding up OK. John is tolerating the chemo much better these days. We have a test on Monday that will tell us if and how the tumor has responded to the treatment. In a little over a week, he will start radiation treatments that will go on every day 5 days a week for 6 weeks. Then tests again. I go from being OK to being on the verge of a nervous breakdown. John just goes along, sleeps a lot and can't remember much.